Why Me? Why This?

(how is this clusterf&*!k the answer to my prayers?)

I’m sick again. Just as I was beginning to right the boat of my body I got a respiritory infection that kicked me down to the ground, physically and spiritually. Just as my daughter dodged one health morass, her body stepped into another. “Enough!” I shouted at the cosmos, at the ancestral mothers, at the trees, at the stars. “Enough what?” they answered.

“No fair!” I shouted. "

“What’s the metric here about fairness?” they answered.